Wednesday, August 22, 2012

Whip it out Wednesday

I named this series 'Whip it out 'Wednesday' because I fully intend on, well... whipping it out. I have nothing to show at this point. I can still button my pants, so I'm hanging on to that for as long as I can. And I'm savoring every second of sleeping on my stomach. 

Seven weeks pregnant

Date: 8/22

Weight: +1... Hooray for bloat!

My baby is the size of a: blueberry! Yum!

What I’m craving: I haven't really been hungry for anything. Its like I have the opposite of cravings, but for everything. I try to eat lots of snacks though. 

How I’m feeling: I've been feeling really anxious, but I'm also having some pretty stressful stuff go down at work these days. I just feel extra "unravelly" if that makes sense and if you're into made up words. I'm sure at least a little of it has to do with hormones. 

Symptoms: Yesterday and the day before, I had a tiny bit of spotting. Like hardly noticeable, but there. I guess I'm not really worried. I didn't have this at all last time, but I know every pregnancy is different so I'm not gonna sweat it. I have my first doctor appointment next week so I'll bring it up then. 

Preg Dreams: I had a dream a few nights ago about an old friend who I haven't talked to in a very long time. There's a reason we haven't spoken though so even though I really wanted to call her or at least text, I decided not to. Probably a good idea. 

Thoughts/feelings about the baby: I still don't really feel connected yet. It's so early. I keep Seeing things that freak me out though. On my way home from work I drove past these two boys fighting in their driveway. The mom, in her work clothes and stockings with no shoes on, was jumping in the middle breaking it up. She looked so stressed. And that made me stressed. 

Anything big happen this week? Not really. We told a couple of our friends over the weekend and they were really excited. I don't know why, but I hate telling people I'm pregnant. I get very weird about it. I can't explain it. I should be all bubbly and excited, and even though that is how I feel about being pregnant, I feel awkward sharing the news. Awkward's kinda my thing, if you haven't figured it out already. 

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